Sunday 27 March 2011

너라고 (It's You) - new jaesica fanfic + OST + translations/lyrics


                                                            
너라고 (It's You)


Yes, it's my new jaesica fanfic! I'm very excited. Only five hours after I posted a short first chapter and I had subscribers and a good number of comments. Holy sheep jaesica is popular! Don't blame it for being though; Jessica and Jaejoong are just perfect for each other.

And honestly, for the first time since Daragon... I really do think there's something there in between these two gorgeous people. Anyway, enough speculation on that ^^

Here's the OST download link and I've taken the liberty of posting the translations to the songs, just so you know the meaning behind each song and know I didn't choose them just coz they sounded nice lol xD




너라고 (It's You) OST Tracklist
1. I Believe - TVXQ!
2. Day By Day - Girls Generation
3. Thanks To - TVXQ!
4. Forever - Girls Generation
5. I Will - Zhang Li Yin
6. For You (It's Separation, For Me It's Waiting) - Jaejoong
7. Tears Are Dropping - K-Will
8. Like Now - TVXQ!
9. Tears - Girls Generation
10. Afterglow - TVXQ!
11. Caramel Coffee - Jessica & Tiffany
12. Don't Know What To Say - BoA
13. Still In Love - Jaejoong

Folder link:  http://www.mediafire.com/?p8z659aj0dqg6

And if you feel like you can't download the whole thing, here are the main themes: 
Theme 1 (Main): Afterglow - TVXQ! [individual track download: http://www.mediafire.com/?v1w3bswukdqijc4]
Theme 2 (Ending): Thanks To - TVXQ! [individual track download link: http://www.mediafire.com/?6narfkwcno7djbc]


너라고 (It's You) OST Translations

 




1. I Believe - TVXQ!
Girl, Let me prove that my love is real I'll give all my love to you,
Please Trust me
Believe, I believe that you can fall in love at first sight
Even though i told you its impossible
I only hid this thought from you because I was afraid that you would look at me as if I was careless and hasty.
To Tell the truth, ever since I met you
I only lived with thoughts of you.
There was only one thing on my mind from when I woke up in the morning to when I went to bed at night.

* I believe in you...I will send all my feelings for you through the the way I look at you.
I want to gather all of my feelings for you and send them away
Do you know that I want to keep the feelings I have for you hidden?
I also fear that you might leave me...
You...

Love is a nervous feeling that flutters your heart...
it is like a breathtaking loneliness...
Please keep looking at me with the same eyes...always and forever like this.

If only you could stay close enough to me
so that my heart can relax...
just so that I could see you...
I would be very happy.

* I believe in you...I will send all my feelings for you through the the way I look at you.
I want to gather all of my feelings for you and send them away
Do you know that I want to keep the feelings I have for you hidden?
I also fear that you might leave me...
You...

If I could stay by your side like this...
If, in the end, it is that I don't know anything about how much I love you.

* I believe in you...I will send all my feelings for you through the the way I look at you.
I want to gather all of my feelings for you and send them away
Do you know that I want to keep the feelings I have for you hidden?
I also fear that you might leave me...
You...

I can't let you go
You are the only one in my life

2. Day By Day - Girls Generation

When I open my eyes, there's sweet sunshine
With the fresh aroma of fruits all around
With a full cup of mocha cafe, I sit on this small terrace
And when I open my ears

There's a sweet melody I hear
It reminds me of your smile
And unconsciously, all the feelings treasured inside me throughout the day
Come back to me again

Even if I chase away all the other dreams I have each day
Even if I try to make myself busy

Love comes floating to me on a melody
It pulls me in as if it's magic

*Oh~ Day By Day, Day By Day
I will fill all those dreams with my love
Like a soft cream,
Can you embrace my heart

Please think only of the good things

During nights where the night broke day through my tears
Or days where I smiled all day
With its ever familiar expression that always welcomed me
Was my old violin

Although sometimes I forgot about it
And other times, I hated it
But now I could never lose this precious yearning
Share it together with me

Even if I chase away all the other dreams I have each day
Even if I try to make myself busy

Love comes floating to me on a melody
It pulls me in as if it's magic

*Oh~ Day By Day, Day By Day
I will fill all those dreams with my love
Like a soft cream,
Can you embrace my heart

Please think only of the good things

* Oh~ Day By Day, Day By Day
I will fill all those dreams with my love
Like a soft cream,
Can you embrace my heart

Please think only of the good things

3. Thanks To - TVXQ! (ending theme)
I open my eyes to the sunlight
That is streaming in through the windows.
My sadness is calmed from yesterday.
If I walked the path that you always told me about
I probably wouldn't have scarred my heart.

Everytime I was exhausted and cried for you
You always held me tight
Baby you know I love U

*I know you were waiting for me
So I thank you for the love inside you
I'm always next to you...now I promise you

Like a child, I couldn't even hide the deepest emotions of my heart from you.

If I looked lonely from behind,
you held my hands and cried for me.
Forgive all my childish behaviors
Of when I forgot about you in my happy moments.

*I know you were waiting for me
So I thank you for the love inside you
I'm always next to you...now I promise you

You were always inside of me,
But I never felt your presence.

Now give me a chance to live for you.
I will even love your pains.

Hold out your hands so that we could feel together...
Look into my eyes, and see that you're inside of me.

*I know you were waiting for me
So I thank you for the love inside you
I'm always next to you...now I promise you

*I know you were waiting for me
So I thank you for the love inside you
I'm always next to you...now I promise you

4. Forever - Girls Generation
I want to dream forever with you

Following the happy breeze, beneath that bright sky that blinds me
Beautiful melodies and fresh air fills this road that I'm walking with you
Do you remember? Those awkward and unfamiliar times when we first met
I'm thankful to you for silently taking care of me when I was hesitant and young

My exhausted heart beats once again
My weak heart has found light again
I want to hold your hand and walk like this forever
Together with the person I love in a world just for the two of us

Those unforgettable memories during that long time
Throughout the laughter and the tears, the one who always believed in me was you

* My exhausted heart beats once again
My weak heart has found light again
I want to hold your hand and walk like this forever
Together with the person I love in a world just for the two of us

No one will bother us
There's not even a reason to waste any time
(Sometimes) We could be far from each other
(With the same heart) The same heart as one, dreaming the same dream

* Even if a very long time passes (A long time passes)
Even if you and I become a bit different (A bit different)
I want to dream forever with you like this
The one who fulfilled my wishes, the one who became my faith, with you

* Even if a very long time passes (A long time passes)
Even if you and I become a bit different (A bit different)
I want to dream forever with you like this
The one who became my miracle, the one who dreamed with me, with you

Even a long time passes, I want to dream forever with you

5. I Will - Zhang Li Yin  
Today, for a few hours, I won't remain here
These thoughts of you make me exhausted
My wishes can't be accomplished like dreams
I draw the dawn, I am tired as other people sleep
The hollow truths of the sun
Time and time again in one day, I know in my heart that I miss you

*I could stay inside you without even breathing
I awakened from my dream, sleeping on your wide chest
Saying quietly, I love you
baby you will last forever my love

I filled the page with a small pencil
The hearts that lack cannot be filled
But they will do well, though it doesn't make sense

My love is still small,
I waited all day, so you might come around once
I only pressed your number by mistake, you caught me

*I could stay inside you without even breathing
I awakened from my dream, sleeping on your wide chest
Saying quietly, I love you
baby you will last forever

What if you were not beside me?
I would cry and fall, tiring myself out
The love you give is so precious to me
Now I know it will be eternal

*I could stay inside you without even breathing
I awakened from my dream, sleeping on your wide chest
Saying quietly, I love you
baby you will last forever
My Love 

6. For You (It's Separation, For Me It's Waiting) - Jaejoong
The day seems to last forever
As it read my heart
With passing time, will it fade?
Other than the empty spot that is yours,
Everything else is in its place
My heart must be broken because it can’t comprehend that I’ve let you go
All my love is now in vain

*I’m letting you go like this but to me, this is the beginning of a wait
Don’t leave, my love, I won’t be able to see you ever again
You are still in my heart 
Other than the empty spot that is yours, Everything else is in its place
My heart must be broken because it can’t comprehend that I’ve let you go
All my love is now in vain
*I’m letting you go like this but to me, this is the beginning of a waitDon’t leave, my love, I won’t be able to see you ever again
You are still in my heart

*Don’t leave, my love, I won’t be able to see you ever again
At any place or time, whenever you are tired and worn out, please return to me
You have to be happy, my love, until that day, until we become eternal
If you forget me and erase me without a trace…


7. Tears Are Dropping - K-Will
You’re leaving.. Little by little you’re getting farther
you’re leaving.. Little by little you’re becoming smaller
you’re leaving
though i want to see you just a little bit more
though i want to remember you just a little bit more
you keep smudging..

I love you
i want to yell out and call you, i love you
i’m sorry i can’t smile as i let you go
can’t you look back
Because i love you, i can’t stay away even a day
you know my heart
please, look back, please

Do you know
tears are falling, do you know
i’m just standing here, do you know
this is what i’m like

I’ll wait
frozen in this location, i’ll wait for you
i won’t move a step
i’ll remember and remember only you
Because i love you i won’t forget one moment
you know my heart
please, look back, please


8. Like Now - TVXQ!
With my small broken heart I can now tell you everything.
You taught me 'beginning' and I don't want to let you go again.

For a long time you treated me so badly
and now to me those break up words are so kind.
Now, I've changed also.
Can I live without regretting the long days I didn't have you?

At the end of my wandering, I've realized the miracle-like love (that you gave me)

*Only like right now... Then I will never cry....
And so that you can always live inside my heart.
In this world, in that place this can't be the end of us.
I know we're meant to be.

I can't believe it.
When I open my eyes in this different morning a special day awaits me.
As time goes by, at about the time the color of the roads change,
will I be able to laugh again?

Do you know, that I've waited for you
to share my nights forever (so ever) always its one person

*Only like right now... Then I will never cry....
And so that you can always live inside my heart.
In this world, in that place this can't be the end of us.
I know we're meant to be.

Wherever that place where you've stepped might be, I'll be standing there.
There are still so many days left, It's too early for separation.

*Only like right now... Then I will never cry....
And so that you can always live inside my heart.
In this world, in that place this can't be the end of us.
It's too early for me for a separation

*Only like right now... Then I will never cry....
And so that you can always live inside my heart.
In this world, in that place this can't be the end of us.
I know we're meant to be.

9. Tears - Girls Generation
The white starlight, the black darkness
is pushing me away from far
When i look at you with my smile
I always become farther apart

*When i call you, when i look for you
Come to me as the wind
Hug me in secret
So i can feel you
You are always next to me

The blue sky has dyed you.
Before you find out about my love
Don't feel bad for me, if you understand my tears
you will be able to laugh too

* When i call you, when i find you
Come to me as the wind
Hug me in secret
So i can feel you
You are always next to me

Love~ Like my song is my wind forever
Do you hear it too?
You leave so many memories
I only think about you

When i call you, when i find you
Come back to me as the rain
Whisper to me under the umbrella.
I loved you more
so i am hurting more

LaLaLa

How can i convey it to you
My heart that really loved you
How is my love over there, like thatThat love I will now...I love you

10. Afterglow - TVXQ! (main theme)
After the after glow sets,
I’m going towards you,
Following the lights which turn on one by one

I’ll embrace you,
Before the cold wind makes your shoulders flinch

I love you,
The foolish you,
You’re so precious to me

*As much as the sun that rises above you,
I’ll keep you safe as much as you’ve waited for me, with this glaring heart,
All the dreams I’ve prayed for,
They’re going towards you with my sincere scent

I hope that my wishes of smiling next to you every new morning,
Will be able to come true

I’ll wait for you,
I’ll never let go of your hands,
Even if it’s only tears,
I’ll wipe them away for you

Although we are not able to see the end,
No matter how bumpy our road is,
I’ll promise you, please be mine

*As much as the sun that rises above you,
I’ll keep you safe as much as you’ve waited for me, with this glaring heart,
All the dreams I’ve prayed for,
They’re going towards you with my sincere scent,
More than the air I breathe,

‘I love you’ ‘You’re the only one’,
I want to yell those words out into the sky
I love you, my heart which feels like bursting is calling out to you

No matter how many times they find us,
No matter if we can’t breathe,

Like those invisible flower-like smiles,
Which shine just like the stars,
I’ll keep you safe beautifully

*As much as the sun that rises above you,
I’ll keep you safe as much as you’ve waited for me, with this glaring heart,
I love you, I love you,
You’re the most beautiful in this world,
This dream-like heart,
More than the air I breathe

11. Caramel Coffee - Jessica & Tiffany
How would you like a cup of coffee
What would you like to say
That sunset that is resting in his eyes
It’s making me nervous

What kind of coffee do you like
I want to know you better
That person in my heart
is like sweet caramel

When I walk and match my steps with that person
That person’s voice in my ear is like cotton candy

That moon above your head
It’s talking to me as if it’s whispering
That person in my heart is already
like sweet caramel

When I walk and match my steps with that person
That person’s voice in my ear is like soft ice cream

How would you like a cup of coffee
What are you trying to say
I keep getting nervous
Oh, please say something

Oh, just talk to me
Oh, baby, baby, baby, talk to me
Oh, hum…

12. Don't Know What To Say - BoA
This moment may be our last,
Can you feel the distance that is as great as the emptiness in my heart?
Why weren't we able to be more honest with each other?
I guess our unnecessary pride makes it lethargic

*Don’t know what to say now because of the countless thoughts
Don’t know what to say now (Nothing to say now) these words linger on my lips
Will we be able to love like our past, like our first, as if nothing happened?
I just don’t know what to say now

If we had backed up one step, it wouldn't have came to this,
It's too late to turn back what happened not because of fault but because of selfishness

*Don’t know what to say now, I can't utter a word,
Don’t know what to say now, a sigh represents my feelings,
Will we be able to love like our past, like our first, as if nothing happened?
I just don’t know what to say

Because it may be a regret, because it may be a scar,
I can't say even a word,
Because it hurts, because I'm scared,
I don't wanna hurt because I loved you

*Don’t know what to say now
You know that we can’t fix it again
I don’t know what to say now
I just don’t know what to say

*Don’t know what to say now
Because of the countless thoughts (I can't think of anything)
Don't know what to say now
these words linger on my lips (even at this moment that may be our last)
I can't even express my own feelings,
Because the numerous memories won't let me go
I just don’t know what to say now
I don’t know what to say now

13. Still In Love - Jaejoong
It’s close to morning
And I can’t see your face
How’d we end up this way
You were the sun in every day

You’d take my soul
Every time you’d go
But this time I know
The truth is in your heart
we’re dead and gone

I know you’re tired of broken promises
I had too many ‘second chances’
I’m a lost man for you
will I ever break through

I’m still in love still in love but
She’s thinking of everyone but
The very one
I should move on but
Who’s still in love

I’m still in love still in love but
She’s thinking of everyone but
The very one
I should move on but
Who’s still in love

I just can’t stand to think
What my days will be
Without you by my side
I just can’t breathe

It don’t matter what they say
I know nobody
can ever take your place

I know you’re tired of broken promises
I had too many ‘second chances’
I’m a lost man for you
will I ever break through

I’m still in love still in love but
She’s thinking of everyone but
The very one
I should move on but
Who’s still in love

I’m still in love still in love but
She’s thinking of everyone but
The very one
I should move on but
Who’s still in love

I’m still in love still in love but
She’s thinking of everyone but
The very one
I should move on but
Who’s still in love

I’m still in love still in love but
She’s thinking of everyone but
The very one
I should move on but
Who’s still in love

It’s painful that everyone knows
It’s so true
I’m nothing but a fool for you

But I don’t care
I’ll always be here
Loving you with all I got
I don’t care if you love me or not

I’m still in love
She’s thinking of everyone but
The very one
Who’s still in love

I’m still in love
She’s thinking of everyone but
The very one
I should move on but
Who’s still in love

I’m still in love
She’s thinking of everyone but
The very one
Who’s still in love

I’m still in love
She’s thinking of everyone but
The very one
I should move on but
Who’s still in love





Thanks and please enjoy the fic ^_^

Thursday 17 March 2011

Nothing To You Status Update

The next chapter of Nothing To You is currently in progress, and will be uploaded soon, I've just been busy with uni projects (I had three this week; so i spent two LITERALLY  SLEEPLESS nights, getting only 4hrs sleep Wednesday night), and also I've posted a new 'ChunSica' fic, called Secret, so I've been working on that too.
Anyway, I'm still alive, and I'll update soon. Annyeong~

Monday 14 March 2011

[FANFIC STATUS] New Fanfic "Secret"

Don't worry, Nothing To You is still in progress. I've just started a new one called Secret featuring TVXQ's Micky Yoochun and SNSD's Jessica Jung...cause I suddenly fell in love with them :D I've posted the foreword; please check it out and give it a chance!



Click here for the Fanfiction Link

Ughhuxbvcbiksppmwc....chocolate & comments

Guys, never overdo it on the chocolate. You get a horrible sick feeling and an inability to function properly.


Anyway, I'm currently working on Chapter 2 of Nothing To You, but I'm a bit discouraged by lack of feedback. This is not towards the commenters obviously, whose comments I deeply appreciate:
amore_koko, fidhasoo25, tomayyo, lovelove11, may_vk, I love you guys ^^


So guys, please feedback and let me know if I'm doing well or not, otherwise we might end up with a boring or badly written fic, and we don't want that T_T i know i don't cause im putting in a lot of effort to write and update frequently...


Anyway. Don't eat too much chocolate.
And don't eat those 'Allens Jaffas' chocs, don't know if you heard of them but they suck; they make you sick really fast!


I suddenly got a liking for Yoochun/Jessica...Yoosica? No, that would be Yoona/Jessica wouldn't it..Chunsica? Maybe...anyway, why do my ideal pairings never have fanfics written about them? T_T I shall have to do it myself...


Until next time guys ^^

Sunday 13 March 2011

Nothing To You OST

Nothing To You - Fanfic Original Soundtrack



Folder Link: Nothing To You Original Soundtrack






Individual File Links:
01 Honey Funny Bunny
02 Because of Love
03 How Do I Look?
04 I Did Wrong
05 Your Eyes
06 With U
07 Romantic
08 You'll Be In My Heart

Enjoy ~



[FANFIC UPDATE] Nothing To You: "Chapter 2 - Seoul"



I've finished and uploaded Chapter 2 of Nothing To You! Check it out here: http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/28055/nothing-to-you-dbsk-snsd-tiffany-tvxq-yunfany-yunho


Trailer Movie:




My Story Plan...?
I'm so proud of myself. Heh heh. I'm gonna tell you why :)
I was stressing about two days ago because I'd written the first chapter and even though I knew what the basic idea was, I had no idea how I was going to write the story, nor what it was going to feature. But, I decided to write out a plan for my story; writing about a sentence for each event; example: "Yunho surprises Tiffany by attending her graduation in US", "Yunho has to leave abruptly, Tiffany doesn't get to say goodbye", etc, that sort of thing. Yeah, it might sound a bit weird but hey; it's working, because I updated within two days of posting my first chap, not to mention I've got another like, four or five chapters (or maybe even more!?) worth of planning down! So prepare yourselves readers; it shall be a fun ride ^^


Anyway, don't forget to subscribe to my story, follow my blog/twitter if you want updates: (www.twitter.com/snarkysmile) and let me know what you think of my story please ^^


Later~~~



Thursday 10 March 2011

Heavenly Whispers [FANFIC REVIEW]

Heavenly Whispers

 "the fact that only you can see me
...
proves that every moment we shared was destiny
you make the loneliness disappear."






Jessica is just a cafe waitress waiting for her boyfriend to return from his military service, but one day she meets a strange certain someone who just might change her life forever.  
As well as being a magnificent read, Heavenly Whispers is also extremely professional and fun in the way it's presented. It makes you feel like you're watching a drama or a movie. It has beautiful images for each chapter, an OST cover for a well-chosen tracklist and even a promo video (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ujd5a9aJPRY). You will fall in love with the storyline and, if you weren't already a shipper of theirs, you'll definitely fall in love with Haesica.